This year...

Looking back on New Years' past, I can't help but be incredibly thankful that it is this year. Two years ago, I was mourning the loss of "what could have been" at the discovery of our first failed IUI. I never would of thought I'd make it to today. Last year, I was in the emergency room, holding my very frail little one as he struggled with every breath, working so hard to breathe. This year I rocked my healthy and whole little boy to sleep. PERFECTION! We made it. How did we ever get here? To this place? It happened so fast, but took so long. This year we have a toddler, who can walk and play like all the others his age. This year we will only go to the doctor for check ups and the occasional cold, not for weekly weight checks. This year, I will fight my endometriosis head on, and do my very best to preserve my fertility. This year, we WILL be healthy! This year, we will Love life and live everyday to the fullest. This year, we will pray without ceasing, praising God for the blessings abound. I am so glad it is this year!


~January 2008~ ~ January 2009~