Still making it

Things are going pretty well so far off the prevacid. We are certainly seeing that God has his arms around our little boy during this tough time. So much so that earlier today I began to question if we were doing the right thing by having the procedures done. He is not 100% himself, but he has done surprisingly well, even better than when we cut his dose in half a few weeks ago. This all made me wonder, does he really need the tests. Then we had lunch. He barely ate. He kept chewing the same bite, swallowing it, then spitting it up over and over. I tried different foods, but this still continued. Then I was changing his diaper. You know, on the infamous flat changing table. He began to scream, then stopped breathing briefly, and then the tell tell heavy gulp of reflux. It was like God was telling me " you are doing the right thing". Reassuring me that we need to have the answers and/or the peace of mind. Cooper is back to playing happily on the floor beside me now.

Thank you Lord for giving me peace about our decision. Thank you for holding our child in your arms and keeping him safe.